Finally settled. I feel I am in a place of stillness for just a little bit. I have been able to find harmony wherever I go. I don’t think I ever went to sleep with a sense of anxiety or paranoia about the coming days. However, that doesn’t mean it didn’t begin the following day. I was able to take it one day at a time. I am in a state with a routine, and with routines come freeing of options, where as options require time, and less options means more mental head space for other en devours.
I need to get back into heavy reading. This week has just been long days of “doing” followed by some small escapism before I sleep. On my days off I find I drift into the habits of escapism through internet surfing. Need to catch myself and devote more time to studies.
Tomorrow I work, Sunny in the 60’s. Couldn’t ask for better weather